Pushing and taking chances
Feeling pretty good after making it through a really nasty Fibro/CFS relapse. Thankfully, it only lasted a couple weeks and was settled down enough for me to start working out a bit the 2nd of July. It felt really good in a self punishing sort of way. I knew that it was intense and there were a couple high pain moments but I just gritted, huffed and breathed through the pain. It felt amazing to push hard and shed the nasty energy that comes after a relapse.
The daytrip on the 3rd with H for our 10th was amazing! I got some great shots!
The 4th of July picnic went off without a hitch and we planners were all praised highly.
I celebrated all three high activity days by sleeping hard and then cooking for hours.
Then today, I took a major chance on my own photography. Sort of taking the first step outward. It is something I always knew I wanted to do but this is the first time that I am opening myself up and allowing my work to be seen by people outside my circle. I am comfortable enough with my own work to let most of what my inside circle says roll off my back if it is not productive or desired. But am I comfortable enough to let an outsider's view leave me unphased? We shall find out!
The daytrip on the 3rd with H for our 10th was amazing! I got some great shots!
The 4th of July picnic went off without a hitch and we planners were all praised highly.
I celebrated all three high activity days by sleeping hard and then cooking for hours.
Then today, I took a major chance on my own photography. Sort of taking the first step outward. It is something I always knew I wanted to do but this is the first time that I am opening myself up and allowing my work to be seen by people outside my circle. I am comfortable enough with my own work to let most of what my inside circle says roll off my back if it is not productive or desired. But am I comfortable enough to let an outsider's view leave me unphased? We shall find out!
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